My first post.

weight 69.8 today at 1 am, right after i went running to the beach. I've decided to write all the things that happened to me every single day. I guess this will keep my rational and have rational thoughts. I know I really suck at english but in the process of writing everyday and reading the news and listening to podcasts, i hope i could improve it. I've decided to not tell any of my friends about this blog. This is for my personal use. It would be great if people get interested reading my daily life. Everything that happens is not like in the movies so not every part of my life have an important meaning to it. But i hope there's somewhere which i could interact with time that makes my emotion emerge which could lead to new ideas which could hopefully be profitable.

Today i fell in love with someone. That someone has nothing to do with my life yet but i hope as the time fly she would crawl into my life like nothing happened. That would be nice. I always fantasize about sleeping in a bed with someone. Well in this situation its the particular her. She would be sleeping in the other side of the bed looking outside the window in the morning and when i tap her on the shoulder she would look at me with this love i could not possibly tell with my vocabulary.

I think that my life have always been looking backwards. Every time i start something new i would look back at my previous life and ask myself if the thing im going to do right now will effect in a good way within my life. I've decided to say no to all the things I've done because of my cowardice.